She admits that it's been so long since she allowed me to touch her, it feels like a stranger's touch when I do. That description is the most perfect way to put it. I feel like I am touching a hesitant stranger whenever I attempt to be affectionate with her.
So, so sad. It is something we will need to work long and hard at. I have to pop the little voice in the back of my mind asking "is it even worth the effort anymore?" right in the mouth.
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